a lame post

when 'the unexpected' came, I knew something like that would happen

the second I realized I have that feeling, I knew I would end up like I always was

so I started running

running away from you, running away from this situation

or should I just stay and watching you from the safe place?

nah

I do not want to be hurt

one thing for sure, this feeling won't be last forever

it's just a beginning of my journey

you are just an addition, a little struggle, a little pebble

I expected less from you

I do not wont to have this kind of feeling

there is nothing wrong for liking you

but I'd rather be happy and carefree like usual

than start from a crush but end up being crushed

hey you, yeah you!! you should be feeling special for being the first person as a topic for a poem :p (it's a terrible one, btw).
I haven't post on this lame blog of mine since a month or so ago. Apologize. I'm busy now since I am a college student and I have hectic schedule almost everyday. I study biology btw.
I'll post more next time for my college activity, not sure when tho. Byebye.

What Happened? 2.0

I'm back of course I always keep my promises :P

btw Happy Eid Mubarak to all of you who celebrated. Yes, I know I'm late and I am like the queen of procrastination. Bleh. So, how much money did you guys get??? :P

I was once trying to make my own layout for my blog. It is done, but somehow it can't be applied on this blog. What makes me confuse is when I posted the URL in blog skin...the result looks kind of perfect. HOOOOOWWW???!! (help me, anyone?) So, I give up. I'll make another one in another time once my foul mood is completely disappear. Me and my sister are learning foreign language atm hahaha me learning Spanish, her is French. We both had french in high school buuuut she forget pretty much everything. Moron.

I'm listening to Owl City while writing this by the way.

DERP!!

Me and my friends spent our time together to enjoy the iftar together since we haven't go to college yet. But we are missing some of our personnel here (shasha, rida, akbar etc etc). I ate roasted chicken and it was yummy (give me more!). The dorks who attended: me, Nikmah, Cintia, Manisya, Dewa, Titin, Mutia, Alida, Prima, Tunggul and Effrihan.

Cookies making!! Yay!! This is one of our tradition when Lebaran day was coming. My mom makes the best cookies ever!! Believe me, I've been eating those practically since I was a toddler.

I think it's enough. Or too much, perhaps? Don't care. I'll just go and rest for a bit since my head is pounding and I've been sneezing like a mad dragon. Bye.

What Happened?

Hiii! Miss me? Miss me?

It's been a while since the last time I post here. Life has been treating me fairly well even though I haven't accepted in any college yet. Soon, hopefully or maybe I'll try next year. Who knows? But the result will come out tomorrow though (August 15th) and I wish for the best for me!! I want some congratulations for me not those cliche words I've been receiving in these past months. Hopefully.

I graduated! Yes, since few months ago lol. I'll miss my besties though.
This is the annual graduation for our year, as always, the pupils were wearing kebaya (traditional clothing of Java) for the girls and suit for the boys.

One thing that I'll be missing once I got accepted to college is idling under the quilt on my bed (this is legit).

who can resist the temptation of cheese burger and chocolate????? :P

(ok this one is totally random)

I'll be back!! :D